I've made one post and already left it ages without actually writing anything. It's been busy, and every night I lie in bed and think, "I'll write a post now." Unfortunately, I always fall asleep before writing a single word. Then I'll wake up the next morning with an open laptop next to me and a dead battery. Clever. I have an awful bedtime routine. I'll crawl into bed and do my daily TV and radio catch-up on the iPlayer. 2-3 hours later, open Blogger and fall asleep.
Anyway, today I started thinking about television and television habits. I find that I can switch pretty easily between myself and my 'boy mode', and when I do that, lots about me changes. In boy mode, I become a really offensive person, I shout, swear, insult people, and generally become a complete arsehole. Why? I do not know, yet I can't seem to stop that. I'll be quite brash and act for all intents and purposes masculine.
I don't know how it happens, but it's a bit odd. I can 'slip-up' sometimes if I'm acting like that though, especially if sitting with a group of women, or strangely, camp/gay men. Odd.
AHH, getting distracted from the point. =] I wanted to talk about television habits and how they're interesting. If I've had a day filled with aggression, alcohol, and generally being around 'the guys', I'll want to come home and watch stuff like "Traffic Cops", sci-fi, all that kind of stuff, yet if I've been calm all day, been relaxing, without stress, I'll be like "SNOG MARRY AVOID!". ie. all the trashy stuff. Hmm.
Anyway, this was another rambling, no point or purpose. See you soon.
Alison x
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